“I believe in the sun even when it’s not shining
I believe in love even when I don’t feel it
And I believe in God even when He is silent
And I, I believe
Though I can’t see my stories ending
That doesn’t mean the dark night has no end
It’s only here that I find faith
And learn to trust the one who writes my days.”-Barlow Girl
I really, really love this song. ❤
Because, the words are so applicable right now.
Life gets pretty dark sometimes and you don’t really know where God is in any of it.You don’t know your purpose, you don’t think there’s really a plan. Because the same awful things happen again and again and you just don’t know what to do about it. You see those going through the trials with you feeling that same hopelessness and you just don’t know what to do. Should you have to do anything? Should you be doing more? Maybe, maybe not. But God is still in control and even when your face drips with hot, angry tears and you’re more frustrated and angry with God than you’d like to admit, He’s just a prayer away. He knows how your heart is breaking and He knows the frustrations of life. . .He was here too, remember? And even though things appear grim and you don’t think anyone’s on your side, He is and that’s all that matters.